relationships
Confused
I’ve reached a point
Where i dont know what I want
With every step seeming wrong
How am I supposed to go on….?
I thought I had made myself strong enough
Strong enough to face my fears
Strong enough to hold by tears….
But what made me weak today
why did it hurt so much
I still don’t know
I’m confused
torn between what I have and what I want
I thought I had sorted out those
Refused the wants of chocolates and a rose
Said goodbye to the butterflies in my stomach
I am no more me, I’ve changed so much….
Yet I forgot it all today
Words pierced like arrows and blades
I thought I had given it all up
Swallowed hatred lyk a necessary syrup
Become so tough that i gave up crying
I gave up laughing
For I had been hurt
I been proved wrong
Afraid to let that happen again
I shrivelled up into my own
Yet today m once again Confused….