I’d love you still

No matter what our troubles, I still love you,
As though a part of me were also you.
Life isn’t easy, but I know without you
There will be bitterness in all I do. 
I feel the broken heaven in my heart,
The blight that will outlast the years of healing,
The darkness underneath all time and art,
The pain that from within there’s no concealing.
We were so much in love when we first met,
A river that would reach, in time, the sea.
We ought to not let despair turn to regret,
But be through choice, what love chose us to be.
No love can last except it be through will.
Were wastelands in our path, I’d love you still.

 

Confused

I’ve reached a point

Where i dont know what I want

With every step seeming wrong

How am I supposed to go on….?

I thought I had made myself strong enough

Strong enough to face my fears

Strong enough to hold by tears….

But what made me weak today

why did it hurt so much

I still don’t know

I’m confused

torn between what I have and what I want

I thought I had sorted out those

Refused the wants of chocolates and a rose

Said goodbye to the butterflies in my stomach

I am no more me, I’ve changed so much….

Yet I forgot it all today

Words pierced like arrows and blades

I thought I had given it all up

Swallowed hatred lyk a necessary syrup

Become so tough that i gave up crying

I gave up laughing

For I had been hurt

I been proved wrong

Afraid to let that happen again

I shrivelled up into my own

Yet today m once again Confused….